Selasa, Disember 08, 2009

:: if heart can talk ::

.....it will be better..
yeahh!!
huhu..
so many things dats can't tell..
;(

hopefully one day, my heart can talk..
talk..talk..talk..and talk..
tell all d truth..
wut i'm feels, wut d reasons n Y i'd done all dats things
dats someones want 2 know from me...
so dats i no need to keep all dis things anymore..
which sometimes hurt me..
bcoz i'm tired already..
of not being myself..!!
hukhuk...

i want 2 be myself...
like in f3..
i'm free..can be friend wif anyone..seorg yg ske habiskn mse untuk study..study n study..x sakiti hati org lain..,periang, xmudah sensitif..
miss all my best friends..farah,lijex,saba,sanj,aina,milin,nadia,emie,linda,scholastica..huhu..
all wind orhkestra n pancaragam members.. sanj,deibs,alia,tie,eela,haniey,suha,aina...n all juniors..
kwn2 ak kls 5UA.. d best memory in SESMA...
n xlupa jga pd dorm mate ak..MERAH 2.. saba, t-rex, gmah and all juniors..
hasmira di UTP knalan mse educamp petronas..sikap yg sgt bertentangan dgn ak..(:..miss dats moment..
membe2 tangga 4 di KTT especially apartmen ak.. ima n zu di india n muni di mesir (:..
miss u all damn much!!

if ak dpt peluang kedua..
ak nk kembali ke zman skolah dlu..
n betulkan ape yg ak dah byk bwt salah skrg ni..

ak skrg...
jiwa sgt kosong..
dgn sape2 ak x bhgia..
ble jumpe die yg dpt bkak ati ak kali ke-2..igtkn dpt luangkn mse dgn die..
but i was wrong..
seem like he doesn't like..
i can't stand anymore..mybe he's not serious..
i dun know..

i hope one day, ak akan jumpa sum1 yg dpt bg ak kebahagiaan..
yg dpt sayang ak sepenuhnya..n paling ak harap..
yg seswai dgn jiwa ak..
yg bleh bkak ati ak ntuk terima die..
then i will be d one for him..
t8 care of him n love him wif all of my heart
no more playgurl....
hopefully my wish come true..

i dun want to be hurt anymore..
tired olidei..
juz trima wut happen next..
but ak bersyukur..
msih ade kwn2 yg dpt bwt ak gembira..
yg dpt lepak2 dgn dorg..dgr masalah ak..n bwt gile2..
korang sgt sporting..
syang korang sgt2..muahahaha!!

ak da xnk trus  konfius,sedeh2..
mulai esok ak nk mulakan hidup bru..
juz enjoy my life wif wut i have..
dun want to think bout something dats can hurt me anymore..
juz wanna be myself..
yg periang..open-minded n x emo lg..

p/s : k la..da tyme ak tdow..esok kna msuk clinic.. (:

HAVE A NICE DAY..



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